I just wanted to say thank you to everyone you left a comment on my last entry...you guys are amazing, and it really helped to read your words of comfort... Also super hugs to my friends at work and
macbeemer for being super awesome and sweet and supportive in person on Friday it really made a hard day easier to get through...you guys are the best!
Matthew and I are in NJ this weekend at my parent's house, dog sitting. It's good to get away and hide in the comfort of suburbia for awhile. We're still sad, it still hurts, and I suppose it always will, but everyday seems to get a little bit easier. I think I have to come to terms that I will never really "get over" my baby Mr. J, but thats okay. He was amazing and sweet and affectionate and the happiest dog I've ever seen, and I will always love him for that, I need to focus on that right now, not on the horrible memory of Wed. night.
Georgia is doing alot better with her 4 furry cousins to entertain her. She really is a dog oriented dog, Jasper was more focused on people, so I'm going to feel awful when we leave tomorrow, and bring her back to our empty apartment. I think we've both decided we need to find her a new companion. It might take awhile, we both feel so sad, and guilty, and the thought of a new dog is exciting and sad at the same time, but she really needs a friend, and I think a new baby will help us too. I don't want to rush into anything though, we need to find her the right companion, someone submissive and playful so they can keep each other company during the day, and also affectionate and cuddly to us like Jasper was. Definitely don't want a puppy, but a 2-4 yr old rescue dog will be good, and since Jasper and Georgia were both rescues it seems right. I think we both want another chihuahua too, I think I'm just hoping for someone who will remind me of my Mr. J...but we'll see who comes along.
In the meantime its just one day at a time....
Thank you so so much again, everyone. I really can't say how helpful your kinds words have been! They really have meant so much!